Since last Friday I was so down and weary. Yeap for some it’s just normal but for me it’s a big headache. Yeah yeah I know in this country, you should not expect that you will be staying in the same house forever – or until u get fed up and decides to move out. We were informed that we need to shift by June as the building will be renovated (I think they’ll increase the rent – that’s why) and as soon after the makeover’s done, we can move back in. it’s already July and I haven’t heard of it again until that Friday. I was informed that he had a fight with the building owner, as a result, our contract will not be renewed. I thought for a while – say a month or two – we will just find a room to stay temporarily and come back afterwards but no… I was like at a total lost. Thinking how I would find a nice and decent room just for me to have a space and a place to stay, knowing that this country is getting overly expensive in everything. After work yesterday I decided to look for a room, I told him I don’t wanna go home until I find a room. I’m so whining and crying inside, praying in my heart and mind for God to help me. I often call His name, cry out His name, asking Him to help me. We spent 1 ½ hour searching and checking the rooms. How bad the setup of the Filipino rooms here especially for us who only wants a bed space. For a big rent you will get a tiny space. Partitions here and there, tiny hallway and passageway, one or two comfort room for all - I don’t know if we can still call it comfort room – lastly, you can just throw your cupboard and use your luggage as your dresser.
For 1 ½ hour of constantly praying in my heart and loudly whining to God, finally He heard me. Well, not that I finally get the room coz I need to shift by the end of the month. But at least I spoke to that guy telling him I’m interested and will give him a call before I shift – that is if the room was not yet taken by others – I pray to God I will get a space in that room of that neat, nice & decent house. God really gave me hope when I though there is no hope; first He showed those rooms He thought I won’t like and lastly showed me that nice room. Thank you God, I really do Love you with all my heart and soul.
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