Do You Still Love Her?

If you can’t forget how someone broke your heart, does it mean you still love that person?

She left you only to find out that she has a new one. Eventually she got married and now having 2 babies. Her husband died after some years. She was in your home country and you chose to work in another country so you can forget the pain she has caused you. You have moved on. That's what you said. Finally found the right girl you think you truly love and loves you in return. In fact you both are planning to get married at the soonest after two years of being committed.

Unexpectedly while you’re in a busy crowd somewhere you heard a familiar voice calling you. It was not her your ex but her mom. But you also met her that day since she was just around. You’ve seen her again after five long years. Her babies are with her as well. They were all on a tour in the country where you’re working.

Quotes To Live By

I'm feeling a bit frustrated early this morning. So I had to find ways to try to calm myself down. But before that I called up my boss and asked him about a very important thing as if confronting him. I then went online and had a small chat with my best friend. I realized that although it helps us release our stress and tension to a confidante, sometimes it also develops a feeling of much more frustration and emotions while sharing with her the details. While chatting I did some google research and checked some tips. Tips and ways to forget dilemmas and stuff; and what needs to be done. I read inspirational and motivational quotes to clear my mind up. Finally, I read a nice quote as if that guy was just beside me and personally saying these lines:

Sleep-deprived

'Though I doze off a little late again (1:00AM), it still feels good that I had a peaceful sleep last night. I slept straight which made me feel like all my energy were restored. 


Since we shifted to a new room, I kinda felt so deprived from sleep for two consecutive night. Whenever I was feeling groggy and eyes were retiring, I feel something was biting me. I'll flash the light on my legs or arms checking if there were any bugs. The other night I saw one on the bed. The next night there were two very small insect and saw another one last night.

How To Deal With Life's Dilemma

I feel uneasy today, my mind is pre-occupied with all things I need to do. Though yesterday I started some parts of the tasks, I still feel unhappy of it. That is because, I want to list down my plans perfectly. And I want to see good results. These are what's inside my messed-up mind:


Problem#1: My roommates and I need to shift to a new room by the end of this month.  Without my roommates a year or months back, I handled it myself well. I haven't met them yet so I was alone with 'Pooch's help searching for a new decent place to stay. I found one, and that is where I met them (my roommates). I got to know that they are those few people who, although not totally perfect, were good by heart. We all decided that we will all again stay together in a room. Problem is we can't find a neat, comfortable and affordable place. Expenses here are soaring up like crazy except for the salary. Not a good news. Clock is ticking so fast that we realize we have only 9 days left. Although we still can stay til 15th of the next month, we prefer to leave end of this month coz it will be better for us. But golly! I tried to inquire the other day and I couldn't really find a good one. But thanks for the offered help of some friends here... we have secured a new room, finally!

What's wrong?

I am disappointed. 


I really can't understand why blogger is unbelievably slow. Whenever I am posting a new entry, the first thing I'll do is to refresh it or just save it then view the new post. Yet I didn't see any new posting except for the previous entry I have made. Sometimes the last two new entries weren't there as well. It sometimes appear only after one or two days. But I can't leave this second home now.

I tried it again just now. I posted it without these paragraph I am starting now. Okay. I forgot to change my font style and size. I thought of seeing how it will look like. But it didn't show this entry and the other two posts last week. It was showing only until that Ed's Name Game Contest. What should I do about it?

Hmmm.. I'm not sure if you are experiencing the same thing. Or whether you can see the latest entries and it was just me who can't see the updates.