PC Trouble

While at work I open at least four to five files. Aside from that there were also websites running, yahoo messenger, Outlook Express and other applications I'm using. My office PC still runs so smooth even all those apps are open. My past time are downloading music and other cool applications although sometimes if I find that the apps are not useful I will instantly delete it.

I believe my PC is getting so weary from its two years continuous work with no proper maintenance. I noticed that for two weeks, my PC is running very slow especially when I opened multiple applications… or sometimes even if I am working with only a single file and one open website. There’s no difference in the PC’s performance whether it is loaded or not. I tried to defragment it and perform a disk cleanup

Quotes To Live By

I'm feeling a bit frustrated early this morning. So I had to find ways to try to calm myself down. But before that I called up my boss and asked him about a very important thing as if confronting him. I then went online and had a small chat with my best friend. I realized that although it helps us release our stress and tension to a confidante, sometimes it also develops a feeling of much more frustration and emotions while sharing with her the details. While chatting I did some google research and checked some tips. Tips and ways to forget dilemmas and stuff; and what needs to be done. I read inspirational and motivational quotes to clear my mind up. Finally, I read a nice quote as if that guy was just beside me and personally saying these lines:

Thank God

Somehow I've managed to resolved some problems I've been thinking these past few weeks. My room mates and I have finally found a decent room which is not that much expensive although a little costly than the previous rooms I've rented. However, I still have to accept and expect that since cost of living is soaring up here - it will definitely include the room rents. And just be thankful that the one we found was not overly expensive and not uber small. At least we can:

• still move around without bumping into each other's knees and head lol
• we have a bigger bathroom
• we still have our own kitchen
• an internet connection if we wish to
• a garage for everyone staying in the villa if one of my room mate finally got a car!
• and a small hall for our visitors or boyfriends

We have already packed most of our clothes and will shift by the end of this month. Funny coz it's just across the house where we are currently staying. It will be real easy for us to shift then.

How To Deal With Life's Dilemma

I feel uneasy today, my mind is pre-occupied with all things I need to do. Though yesterday I started some parts of the tasks, I still feel unhappy of it. That is because, I want to list down my plans perfectly. And I want to see good results. These are what's inside my messed-up mind:


Problem#1: My roommates and I need to shift to a new room by the end of this month.  Without my roommates a year or months back, I handled it myself well. I haven't met them yet so I was alone with 'Pooch's help searching for a new decent place to stay. I found one, and that is where I met them (my roommates). I got to know that they are those few people who, although not totally perfect, were good by heart. We all decided that we will all again stay together in a room. Problem is we can't find a neat, comfortable and affordable place. Expenses here are soaring up like crazy except for the salary. Not a good news. Clock is ticking so fast that we realize we have only 9 days left. Although we still can stay til 15th of the next month, we prefer to leave end of this month coz it will be better for us. But golly! I tried to inquire the other day and I couldn't really find a good one. But thanks for the offered help of some friends here... we have secured a new room, finally!

I'm not crazy, I'm just a li'l UNWELL..

What to write?

Guess nothing.. mind’s empty. I don’t feel well. I got fever last night. Felt so cold. Wanna go home and take a half day but I’m thinking what to do in the house. Nothing. Boring. I hope I’ll get well.. now. I really don’t wanna feel heavy.

It’s Thursday, last day of working days. I wanna enjoy my Thursday night roaming, but how can I if I feel ill. HmpFF.. Kainis. These goose bumps, hate it, it’s not really freezing cold in the office and last night in my room, but these goose bumps are all over my body. Brrrrrr… Ginaw.

(Singing…) Please, please go away, and don’t you dare come back again..

Boring day in the office

So tired of sitting in front of this PC and doing nothing. My eyes are so heavy.. I could be falling into a deep slumber. Getting ready to close these eyes which is by the way half-shut. My neck is paining, still trying to keep my head steady and straight though it is so willing to take its rest and lie for a while. So bored what else to do. Fed up of Friendster, MySpace, clicking that Send/Receive button of this boring mailbox.

I am avoiding to stare at the monitor it makes me feel so drowsy and tired. My hands are also fed up of manuevering this mouse. Time for this pen to start scribbling again and later on back to keys again. How many hours more before 6PM. I am so ready to go back home and spend my 2 days off.