7 months back, I have decided to leave this blog behind. I am actually having another one in Wordpress which I am regularly updating but not on a daily basis. I've been so weak in this blog when I started to put up this one and tried to keep secrets by myself so I made up a new blog where I won't be sharing my personal life. But I can't change ME... well, at least I tried. I can't keep secrets (not that I'm saying I can't be trusted with your deepest, darkest secrets huh!) so it ends up that I almost reveal my guys' photo. I actually posted it there but made it a li'l blurry. No worries, nothing wrong in that. I am just not geared up to react on the questioning look of curious individuals if I tell the world (or at least those around me or in the same country as I am in now and even the place where I grew up) about him and me. We both are single and free, legal and without any extra baggage from the past (u know what I mean), so don't you worry. I am certain that some who might came across this and read it would thought that there is some complicated matters behind it. That some complicated idea will strike in people's curious thought as to why I chose to keep mum about our happy relationship. The issue is actually not big at all, it is I who's anxious and uncomfortable. Not with the relationship but with people around. Anyway that was last year when I mentioned it here so if you just go back you can find out why. In my WP account I realized that I have disclosed my vulnerability, my fears, my strength, my happiness and all that. It didn't end up as a blog of an unknown character coz I even posted my pictures LoLz... and have gained cyber friends as well.
When I notice that I am enjoying posting personal things that are happening with me and current situations I am facing, I thought about my Blogger account. The very first entry I made here was about me being fragile, scared, hesitant... the real me actually. So I guess it would be great if I'd be having 2 blogs now which I am gonna try to update every now and then. The other one would be written mostly in tagalog (my language).
And so I welcome myself back home to MY oh MY...
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